So many questions.

Back in the day I had so many goals. I knew what I had wanted to do and I did it. I don't why I've have stopped wanting this. In some ways I'm relieved, in other ways I'm sad. So am I just settling right now because I don't have to try as hard and because most days are carefree? Or am I actually content? I know what I'm happiest doing but I'm doing something else right now because it offers me comfort. Someone once said never to take the easiest path. I feel like I have but I just don't feel comfortable taking a risk. I'm afraid as I've grown older, I see more of my family in me. In some ways I should feel proud but I should also not be so fearful.