A headache...

A tired body...

A hard day.



Today I felt an overall kinda low feeling. Then I got an announcement from a friend that triggered a emotional episode.



It's too much to go through this always. Time to stop. This can't keep affecting me this way.



But something's I get thrown a curve ball and it happens too fast and it feels like I'm falling off the edge of a bridge. Just falling, falling, falling. I've visualized it before too and it's hurtful. It feels like I have no control.



Maybe this summer needs to be a turning point for me. Or just even right now. Right now is my turning point. I turn now.